by Elizabeth Maria Naranjo
For one, if I’d any idea how hard it would be, and how long it would take, I’m not sure I could have done it.
For another, I wasn’t intimidated by the four hundred things you’re not supposed to do when writing a novel, because I didn’t know the rules. What I knew was this: I had an idea and I thought it was a pretty good one and I was going to turn that idea into a book. I was in creative writer mode.
Back then I wrote in a bubble. My first draft of The Fourth Wall was written before I subscribed to any writing blogs and before I attended any writing conferences. I was taking a writing workshop at the time, but it was my first time doing that, and most of the works we shared were short essays, not fiction.
After I wrote The Fourth Wall, I went from creative writer mode into publishing mode. Knowing I had to come out of my bubble, I signed up for a writer’s conference and subscribed to a blue million blogs—agent blogs, writing advice blogs, publishing blogs. I learned about the four hundred things you’re not supposed to do when writing a novel. In fact, I learned so much that for about a year, every time I tried to start a new book, I’d freeze. Now that I knew all the rules, I worried too much about breaking them.
Don’t get me wrong: many of the rules are important. But most shouldn’t apply to creative writing mode.
On Twitter, I follow several teenage writers who are incredibly prolific. Their enthusiasm is palpable, and it reminds me of how I wrote when I was that age. I took writing seriously but I also enjoyed doing it, and I believed in myself and my own process and creativity. That was how I wrote The Fourth Wall too: with energy and excitement and a sense of adventure. This spirit can get lost when a writer is stuck in publishing mode.
Recapturing a sense of unbridled enthusiasm for the second novel requires the same things that inspired the first novel: a good idea and the passion to turn that idea into a book. It requires a writer to follow only her instincts, at least for the first draft. It requires, in short, a writer to go back to the bubble.
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Elizabeth’s creative nonfiction has appeared in Brain, Child, Phoenix New Times, Literary Mama and Babble.com, and is forthcoming in Brevity. Elizabeth is also an award-winning fiction writer; her short stories have been published in The Portland Review, Hospital Drive, SLAB Literary Magazine, and Bartleby Snopes. Links to her work and information on classes/critiques can be found at http://www.elizabethmarianaranjo.com/.